The one before the ONE

ironically...when i picked up ma new Cosmo yesterday, there was an article on being "the one before the ONE"...
kinda reassured me that my reaction wasnt crazy...
although I often question the articles in Cosmo, this one actually brought up a good point...
finding out that an ex is getting married is always kind of a weird thing because at some point in your past relationship, you've probably envisioned yourself walking down the aisle with him/her...
even though it may not have worked out, it still kinda hurts to find out that you just werent that person for them....
its strange because the relationship may have ended a while ago and you have accepted it but i guess hearing news like this is an absolute....
how weird, Cosmo actually made me think....

went Christmas shopping today....the mall is insane at this time of year...
do people not have to work?...geez the mall is so packed, u'd think they're giving out free stuff or something ....
picked up what i needed and ran out of there as fast as i could...

I also went downtown to meet my preceptor for clinical....
it turned out alright, she wasnt as scary as I thought she may be...
her CV was intimidating..shes done so much stuff, its crazy.....
im excited to start in Jan, but theres so much prep work to do...so much to read up on so i dont look like an dumbass when i start....

SPA day tomorrow :)