Lasik Tomorrow!

On the eve of my lasik procedure...i am quite excited....tired as hell from work but super excited....i hope everything goes well tomorrow and i will get to go through with the procedure as planned....had a nice day at work and we got cookies....yes its the little things that make my day at the hospital....cookies and candy are definitely awesome.....and today is also the last day i would have to work with him again...its actually really good but now that hes gone i have to work with his other half..... i cant wait until they're both gone....but i dont think that will be until july when the new year of residents come through.....it would be nice not to see them in my face constantly at work....but i think ive gotten used to it by now.....

Im at work on break and I can't sleep...I'm lyig here with my touch with my music blasting to drown out the snoring...2.5 hrs left until I can finally go home and go to sleep... I was to my friend today about life and relationships ...I think I'm going through my quarter life crisis... Recently everthing seems confusing to me ..I'm not sure about anything in my life and I feel like my plans to leave is a good way for me to figure out everything cuz I don't really feel like I can figure it out here. Cuz everything is the same ....I just new a different environment by myself to sort things through...I feel like it's slfish of me to leave everything and everyone behind but I think I need this for my own sanity... I feel like ever since school ends these feelings of confusion have gotten worse...can't wait to start all the paperwork ...I kind of wished I could leave now instead of waiting until the end of the year...it just seems so far away

KIck Ass

so i had to watch Kick Ass yesterday...yes HAD to....since it was the bfs turn to pick a movie, i had to go watch Kick Ass....it was a waste of 2 hrs of my life that ill never get back.....i went into this movie thinking it was suppose to be a comedy...mostly cuz McLuvin threw me off...but it was not funny and quite frankly way to too long for my liking....im not sure why this movie got 4 stars in the paper...it was kinda lame and stupid...

off to work tonight in a couple of hours....ew....hope its not as busy as the other night...not the biggest fan of working nights anymore...i used to love it but now it just throws off my circadian rhythm....and also the hospital at night kinda freaks me out...ive heard too many stories....on fri, my friends and i were hearing this strange squeaking noise the whole time we were on break......not cool....anyways...4 more days until Lasik...YAY

I really like this song, Wongfu produced it, i love their work and its such a sweet song....wouldnt it be great if love was as idealistic as it was in movies....and if it was so easy to say that it doesnt matter how the relationship ended but the experience you had....even though thats the truth, its harder said than done......

decided i need a vacation, even though i said im on a budget and going to save up for london next year...i cant stay here until then...too long without a vacation..so im gona use my aeroplan points......free flight, yay!

Buffalo FAIL

went to Buffalo yesterday to shop...since our dollar is at par, we thought we would go shopping....its strange how everything here is soo expensive compared to the US...its crazy how much cheaper things are down there...so i had hopes of going down to do some major haulage of clothes and came back with a disappointing lot....my total amount purchased was less than 10 items for myself...BOoo o well, it wasnt meant to be....yes i apply that theory even to shopping.....

despite my disappoint, i did stumble upon this adorable Badgley Mischka bag at the outlet for saks....i love it, its a really cute crossbody bag, white leader with gold hardware....the best part is...it was only $90 ...it made my day, even though i didnt get a chance to buy as much as i would have liked....i never knew it was so hard to find an affordable handbag that doesnt look cheap...i was on the hunt for an affordable bag and it has never been so difficult to find a bag...i must admit that i am picky when it comes to handbags because thats my thing...some people are shoe people and im just a bag kinda girl....its the only aspect of fashion that i truly believe in designer...dont get me wrong, i love designer clothes and shoes too but i also do not have unlimited access to funding, so realistically, as much as i would love to be dipped in designer its just not possible right now....so normally handbags are the only area where i really like to save and splurge....but considering my current status with all these unexpected costs with the Lasik and all....getting another designer bag was out of the question, but I had thrown out my only crappy everyday bag so i needed a replacement...and im glad that i finally found one...cuz this search was going 8 months strong.....i did feel a sense of accomplishment...haha

i was also hoping to find some shoes to buy....however, that didnt happen yesterday, so i went online and ordered a bunch today ....its off of a site i saw in my loulou shopping magazine...the shoes were like dirt cheap, i dont expect great quality, im really only getting it for the trends of the season....trends come and go so quickly, which is why i usually go cheap on trendy things...i got 5 pairs of shoes for under $80......its crazy how affordable the site is....i hope they dont break as soon as i wear them...that would not be cool...cant wait till i get them :)

continuing my gossip girl marathon....i never knew it was so hard to catch up on a whole season....school has put me behind on so many shows....at least its something to do while everyone else is at work...

Reunion!

Its been a while since ive been out with my work friends....with everyone being busy with school, leaves and exams....its about time we had our reunion....ive been looking forward to this past weekend it was sooo fun....so nice to hang out with everyone again....








Buffalo tomorrow for some quality shopping time :)
o how awesome it is when our dollar is at par....

Ever since i finished school last week, its been really busy...it feels like ive been at work everyday....i think i have in one way or another...it just seems like theres been a lot going on...but im finally off today for 2 days then im back to work again...it feels like i havent worked this much since I started school....

so since I booked my Lasik procedure, ive had to book a lot of other appointments for both pre and post op...so my days off are filled with alot of eye appointments it seems...but im so excited...16 more days to go until the surgery...YAY!...it seems a little weird to be so excited for surgery but i am....




watched Vicky Christina Barcelona this past weekend, i borrowed the movie from my friend like months ago but never had time to get around to it with school and all...so i made the bf watch the movie with me...haha he hated it and im undecided...it was an interesting movie, definitely different....i liked the message the movie is trying to portray, but it was kinda boring at the same time....it really does make you think about love and what is a good choice, i guess what we're all looking for is a little different and everyone has their own perspectives...im not sure which perspective is more me...Vicky was the character that didnt really take risks with love and stayed safe...with the "cookie cutter" relationships and stayed with someone that she knew was crazy about her...she said she loved him...but wasnt "in love " with him...i can see that being true for many relationships...how people can love their partners but not necessarily be in love with them...so in the end...whats better?...to love your partner or to be in love with them?...what's the difference? i guess the movie was kinda philosophical....im not sure which type of love everyone is striving for.....can we be in a relationship that posses both or are they mutually exclusive?.....so many questions but none of which i know the answer to....perhaps this is why i need to go find myself...figure out what i really want out of everything in life, not just my career....

Freedom!!!

So i finally finished my last day of class yesterday...yay!!! survived the mini poster presentation conference....and now i just have to wait for the official invitation for convocation....but its alll DONEEEEE......2 years of my life and im finally done....now what?!?...im going to have so much time on my hands now...considering ive decided to not go back to full time...its just too gross...i prefer to stay part time so i dont burnout.....

went to my 2nd consultation today for lasik...and ive made my decision about which center i want to go with...emailed the patient consultation lady, hopefully ill get the date i want for the surgery....i hope it gets done sooner than later....im actually really excited for it.....

Last day of Clinical

my last day was bitter sweet...as much as I want to finish school and move on ....its sad to leave my placement...its become part of my routine for the past few months...i think i might actually miss my placement, it was a really good placement......but at the same time, im so glad im one step closer to being done....

one more day left...i cant wait till 6pm tomorrow when its all over...o sweet freedom....sooo closssse

the raptors made me sad yesterday when they lost....so close...sigh...good effort Bosh

NCAA finals tonight...who would have thought that id actually care and know whos in the finals....i swear...the bf makes me watch too much sports....and i hope Duke wins...

SUNNn

It has been such a warm long weekend..usually we have to wait until May 24 weekend and pray that its a nice long weekend, but this year, this Easter long weekend has been beautiful....we've hit 25 degrees....YAY :)

finally got myself out to the range to hit a few balls....its so fun ....wats a better stress reliever than to wack a club at a ball....who ever thought of this was genius....off to the Raptors game....they better win...

2 more days until freedom ....o my...im getting a little excited....i finally finished off my poster and printed it at Kinkos...the damage- $135....its stupid that i have to pay to do my homework, on top of paying for my tuition...but im just so glad that im almost done that it didnt even hurt that i paid 135 for a big ass piece of colored paper....