so since I booked my Lasik procedure, ive had to book a lot of other appointments for both pre and post op...so my days off are filled with alot of eye appointments it seems...but im so excited...16 more days to go until the surgery...YAY!...it seems a little weird to be so excited for surgery but i am....
watched Vicky Christina Barcelona this past weekend, i borrowed the movie from my friend like months ago but never had time to get around to it with school and all...so i made the bf watch the movie with me...haha he hated it and im undecided...it was an interesting movie, definitely different....i liked the message the movie is trying to portray, but it was kinda boring at the same time....it really does make you think about love and what is a good choice, i guess what we're all looking for is a little different and everyone has their own perspectives...im not sure which perspective is more me...Vicky was the character that didnt really take risks with love and stayed safe...with the "cookie cutter" relationships and stayed with someone that she knew was crazy about her...she said she loved him...but wasnt "in love " with him...i can see that being true for many relationships...how people can love their partners but not necessarily be in love with them...so in the end...whats better?...to love your partner or to be in love with them?...what's the difference? i guess the movie was kinda philosophical....im not sure which type of love everyone is striving for.....can we be in a relationship that posses both or are they mutually exclusive?.....so many questions but none of which i know the answer to....perhaps this is why i need to go find myself...figure out what i really want out of everything in life, not just my career....

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