Im at work on break and I can't sleep...I'm lyig here with my touch with my music blasting to drown out the snoring...2.5 hrs left until I can finally go home and go to sleep... I was to my friend today about life and relationships ...I think I'm going through my quarter life crisis... Recently everthing seems confusing to me ..I'm not sure about anything in my life and I feel like my plans to leave is a good way for me to figure out everything cuz I don't really feel like I can figure it out here. Cuz everything is the same ....I just new a different environment by myself to sort things through...I feel like it's slfish of me to leave everything and everyone behind but I think I need this for my own sanity... I feel like ever since school ends these feelings of confusion have gotten worse...can't wait to start all the paperwork ...I kind of wished I could leave now instead of waiting until the end of the year...it just seems so far away