its been a while since ive been back on blogger....i realized that im horrible with blogging as I was horrible with my diary when I was younger...Ive been super busy with work and trying to get my paperwork together for London....its been a tremendously long and tedious process and Im not even sure I see the end to the tunnel yet but Im hoping it comes sooner than later....because im not a patient person to begin with and its driving me nuts not knowing when we'll be able to go....

I found out something today and its given me a surprising sense of closure to something that has been at the back of my mind for a while....im surprised to feel the way i do about it....its a sense of relief and calmness....