So its 2010, the beginning of a new decade, this year marks the end of another chapter of my life...
so i have high hopes for this new year and new decade....
I graduate this year from grad school, this marks the end of another chapter...
im ready to move on from medicine and decided that im going to try something that I want to do, as opposed to doing something that is expected of me...
the limits that societal norms places on our lives are limiting and although it seems irresponsible to defy these standards...
i think i need to do something for myself because at the end of the day.....its my life...
why should i care what people think...even though its easier said than done...
society places too many expectations on everyone and by conforming to societal norms, we often strip ourselves from the luxury of living our life the way we really want to .......
so after graduation this year....
i really want to just travel...not get a new job based on my new credentials and settle down ...
im not ready to grow up and be responsible...
i havent truly figured out what i want to do with my life yet....ive put off this travelling thing before to be "responsible" and get a job and go back to school...
i think i just need some time for me...to figure out what I want from life...
watched 500 days of Summer....
I loved it...put some recent events in my life into perspective and reminded me that i need to let things go ....
even though we all have ideas of what our "ideal" partner would be ...sometimes these ideals just arent right for us....
some things just arent meant to be...and I have to learn to deal with it and move on ......
I need to learn to cherish whats in front of me...as opposed to holding on to an idealized memory of what was....

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